Wednesday, May 28, 2008


Sorry to say That our little boy baby kitten did not make it his injury was to large and he was to small and to weak. Its bothering more than I let on but at least i know in his last few days he was loved and well taken care of.

Otis you will be missed.

Things that are never to early to talk about

Dear Joshua,

I love you and will always support you. There are however a few thing I will NOT that you may or may not chose to do in your life. If you ever chose to do drugs and or become an alcoholic those are thing I will be more disappointed in you for than anything else. I know first hand that living with and Alcoholic is hard, it brings sleepless nights and constant worry. I know your only seven months old but some day your going to read these or be told about them and when you are I want you to be told that and see that you have a family who loves and cares about you who would die for you me being at the top of that list. There are however some family members who will no longer be here unless they chose to change their ways and grow up. I want you to know now that they love you though they have never meant to hurt you or I that in continuing to do the things they do like dirking till they cant walk straight or falling over their own feet , the cat or the dog. They chose those things and in doing so chose not to be a part of our lives. I am you mother and in that Job comes the responsibility to know who is good for you and who is not. So when you are told I chose to no long have these people in our lives I want you to know that it was a decision I made with great pain to my self and with loving and caring for you.

Love ,

Monday, May 26, 2008

The New Family Members....milo and otis


Milo(female) and Otis(the male) were left by their momma on our front step last night we have been working to save their little fuzzier life since.

Another Few Firsts.....

So this is where it started then it went to this

and now now we just say screw the crawling and the kneeling and lets stand!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

how time flys

so i was looking through pictures of Joshua this evening and thought you guys might like to see how much he has grown in the first picture he was only a month old and in the second picture he is six months old. I want to cry thinking that even though he is still a baby that not long ago he was really just a baby.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Sunday, May 11, 2008


Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs... since the payment is pure love.
- Mildred B. Vermont

A suburban mother's role is to deliver children obstetrically once, and by car forever after. - Peter De Vries

All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my angel Mother."
- quote Abraham Lincoln

Mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children
- Brandon Lee

Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible.
- Marion C. Garretty

We never know the love of the parent until we become parents ourselves.
- quote by Henry Ward Beecher

Mama exhorted her children at every opportunity to 'jump at de sun.' We might not land on the sun, but at least we would get off the ground.
- Quotes by Zora Neale Hurston

You don't really understand human nature unless you know why a child on a merry-go-round will wave at his parents every time around - and why his parents will always wave back.
- Special Quotes for Mother's Day by William D. Tammeus

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
- Attributed to Claudia Ghandi

All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his.
- Oscar Wilde

The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

A day With Grandma....

My Little Glow Worm

This is Joshua's New Toy I Bought Him Yesterday....He has since decided that she must be wherever he is and that she is his new cuddle out chuppa you might have something to worry about.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Dear Joshua

Dear Darling Little Boy,

I wanted to let you know in case someday your wondering That I love you. Your my reason for breathing. Before you came in to my life I was lost you are my reason for being, the reason I get up every morning and the reason I look forward to the next day. You have taught me so much, to be understanding, to be patient, to love unconditionally, and not to expect much form you but for you to be the amazing wonderful gift that has be giving to me. Some day when you read this I hope that you already know this that you have never had a doubt in your mind. I love you my son and always will you are my world and I hope hope someday you can feel and understand the love I have for you by having some one to love as much as I love you.